5 of 5 stars.
The Lovecraft canon is often wielded in an attempt to express indescribable horror–and to mixed results. This tale works precisely for digging deeply into the human angle and that which is known and yet broken, in this case, a mother’s love–and guilt.
Michelle wasn’t sure how to tell if her daughter was going insane, because kids weren’t stable. She remembered how Lizzie would boldly greet her favorite aunt one day and then hide behind Michelle’s legs the next. Lizzie slept through the night for years without a nightlight, and then suddenly developed a terror of the dark. That was just how kids were; their personalities fluid, like water, ever-changing.
Lizzie has been virtually institutionalized in the Shadow Transit which allows Michelle only monthly visits if she behaves and doesn’t ask any questions of her daughter’s treatment and education there. Michelle dreads these visits and hates herself for dreading them. No topic is safe, there is only play. But Lizzie’s idea of play is cruel & innocent, possessed & maternal . . .
Michelle scratched at the tears on her cheeks, feeling the throbbing ache of I’m a terrible mother, I’m a terrible mother. Comfort shouldn’t flow from child to parent. Maybe she could be a good mommy if she could just stay, just follow Elizabeth in class, but even then there was so much at stake …
Lizzie wrapped her arms around Michelle’s neck. “No more playtime for Mommy,” she whispered.
Lizzie hears supernatural voices and messages in wordless images. There is no denying it after Lizzie woke up from a nightmare once, and in her terror telepathically emitted the images to Michelle–pure living nightmare. Lizzie was taken away the next day . . .
This tale appears in Whispers of the Abyss 2: The Horrors That Were and Shall Be edited by Kat Rocha. I received this new anthology directly from 01 Publishing through bookreviewdirectory.wordpress.com.
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